,,, welcome to my room (¯▿¯);;;;;;;;
,,, this is the pumping beating breathing heart and soul of my website
,,, go back home

20 september

Lots of stuff happened today , it was a day of substance. Not much to report back on for here, though. I have been thinking about this page a lot : what to fill the righthand column with. The font is probably too small.. viewed it on PC and didn’t like it so much … but I will leave it and I like the tomato guy. (EDIT: JK HES GONE) i want to put more indication that the boxes are scrollable (I feel like the entries will get long) to which you say: scroll boxes, which I respond: no (:
want to play ace attorney so bad but I dont have my 3ds, boohoo. I’m playing them completely in the wrong order, all at the same time, at different points of each game, it’s a mess, there is no timeline for me. I just love the courtroom baby… also I saw my imood history lmao. And id like to share it here

ok (less than a minute ago)
productive (about 2 months ago)
worn (2 months ago)
doubtful (2 months ago)
queasy (2 months ago)
sticky (3 months ago)
bouncy (3 months ago)
exhausted (over 2 years ago)
miserable (over 2 years ago)
disappointed (over 2 years ago)

19 september

confession: i don't click on webamps. i say this because i wanted to make one, specifically for this page, but i don't think it will go well with the theme, and like i said, even i don't use them. but yeah, hey, hiii diary page open. this is really what my website is for but throughout every iteration i haven't been able to make or use a blog page. i literally think about what i would write all the time, but never had a place to.
when i first started thinking up this page, i was really ambitious and wanted to add a ton of different sections on here that i'd keep updated but i think this is all i'll leave for now. i'm happy to be working on my website again, i transferred over my site files so i can work on this on my school laptop. which i have major beef with. it blocks every single website, and it's not just on school wifi, but installed on the computer itself, so vpns don't work. social media like xitter and tumblr is blocked so i cant grab pictures or resources from there. but also things like pinterest and imgur are banned too, and my youtube is restricted, it's annoying. but my personal laptop isn't working (literally just stopped turning on) and i don't have an alternative and my fingers itch to code. i want to make a dream journal, i want to make some shrines/dedicated pages, tons of other stuff
in terms of me currently: school is miserable as always i hate school so much. i did talk to a new girl today though, the anxiety gut punch to walk up and strike conversation was worth it so i didn't have to be alone during my gym period. so that made today okay, but i still dread every day i have to go in. i have a lot of work to make up.
im writing all this in the visual studio code editor, it's really cumbersome, i'll write out my entries beforehand

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